Discipline

I need your discipline,
Your government to my anarchy.
I'm a fiend, a liar and a coward.
Itching for pupil dilation.

I need your help,
Flying solo isn't as easy with broken wings.

Leaves

As the leaves fall all around me,
Spinning and fluttering

Destined to touch the earth,
But denying the inevitability until the end

Something so simple,
Yet extraordinarily hard to comprehend

I bask in the ideals of reality,
Sunlight feeding my dark seedlings

But despite the growing cynicism,
There is always room to float among the simplistic

Even for a moment,
Fulfill the child in me

And throw the leaves above my head,
Watch them twist and weave...

Making their way back down
Inevitably.

Beauty

Deep within the confines of your mind,
Just below the surface of your skin

You cannot control yourself
You couldn't muster the strength to know yourself

Putting pressure in all the right places,
Sliding fingers around your hips

Your decision puts you into a very advantageous position
But that is your own delusion

You are most vulnerable when distracted by yourself
And before you know it,

You'll be laying in his bed again,
Wondering where the time went.